this is I song I wrote I hope you like it. it's the only way I can talk about my feelings

I can't help but feel like we're drifting apart, I wrote that song for you I gave you my heart, my mental status is burning I'm losing my spark, I don't know what to do I'm trying to find a charge. I'm just a ghost in the, background, I'm screaming and crying but no one hears, the sound, in a pool of emotions and I, might drown, I wish you were here with me but you're nowhere to, be found. I don't know why I even try, I gave you my heart and all you gave me was lies, I'm so cold I don't even know if I'm alive, I don't know what to do I just wanna die. I'm stuck reminiscing about the past, can't believe you left me I thought we would last, But I was wrong now I'm trying not to relapse, my hearts falling apart and my mental states cracked, I'm limping I'm hardly breathing I can't stop the bleeding trying to pull the knives out of my back, you weren't my first but I hoped you were my last, shouldve known from the beginning I was bound to get stabbed, You showed me the other directions you guided my path, I will never be able to forget all the times that we had. Cause, I can't help but feel like we're drifting apart, I wrote that song for you I gave you my heart, my mental status is burning I'm losing my spark, I don't know what to do I'm trying to find a charge. I'm just a ghost in the, background, I'm screaming and crying but no one hears, the sound, in a pool of emotions and I, might drown, I wish you were here with me but you're nowhere to, be found. Looking at these cords wonder what they'd look like around my neck, my life is meaningless I'm always so down and depressed, you told me that you needed me why did you leave me like the rest? You lied and you used me you put the knife right in my chest. I live in a galaxy all on my own, (my own) I might as well call it my home, (my home) where my mind and heart are no longer froze (are froze) a place where only I can go (can go) a place for me to be free, it's a place where I'm relieved of greed, a place that's only full of prosperity, a place for the lost to start blossoming. I can't help but feel like we're drifting apart, I wrote that song for you I gave you my heart, my mental status is burning I'm losing my spark, I don't know what to do I'm trying to find a charge. I'm just a ghost in the, background, I'm screaming and crying but no one hears, the sound, in a pool of emotions and I, might drown, I wish you were here with me but you're nowhere to, be found.​